So I was just sitting here today, after going grocery shopping with my husband, thinking about things. I just recently found out that one of my best friends from school is pregnant! I am happy for her, really I am. Then I start to wonder, When is it going to be my turn? I know Josh and I have only been married a little over a year, but it still feels like I have a piece missing. Josh and I have so many babies around us. His cousin and his best friend are married and they have a little girl Haleigh, Josh's Aunt and Uncle have a little girl Emma, several of my friends are either pregnant or they have had children.
I am fast approaching a quarter century and there are people much younger than Josh and I that have already had one and working on 2 or 3. I know I should be happy with the way my life is right now, and I am! I have a wonderful husband and two great families with his and mine. We have two fur-babies, pugs Bitsy and Lily! Still I have this place in my heart that feels void. I know it will happen when I am ready, but anyone that knows me knows that I am very impatient! We have people in our lives that keep asking when we will have a baby. I guess they see how good we are with the babies in our lives, and see how I long to have a child of my own.
Until it is our time, I guess we will remain Aunt Cham and Uncle J! I am ok with that! I love being an Aunt! It gives me great pleasure to be able to spoil them and then hand them back to their parents!
Until next time,
Chambliss
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